Tuesday, November 22, 2016


He causes Fire inside me. 
Consumed by it. 
No, immersed as it surrounds me, 
covers me in safe bindings I have never knows before. 

Strings attached to my heart and not anything else. 
Oh please sweet fire that I do not yet know how to feed do not die on me. 
Please do not leave me. 
How may I make this grow? 
How to nurture such a fragile and yet strong thing. 
It seems to grow on its own. 
Nothing to feed it but our feelings.

He causes chaos in within my heart.
That sweet lilting madness that leaves me wanting more.
Snow melting in winter.
He brings spring with him, chill breezes.
Hands reach, eyes sing.

This passion inspired by him is bliss.
I was whole.
I am now full.
Do I tell him? Or do I keep this my secret for all eternity?  

Saturday, November 5, 2016


Fire, unknown and strong. new and impassioned.
It is new, and it scares me. 
Shall I allow myself to be there once more?

Pulling back, unsure and worried, strong and provocative.
I am inspired, and it amazes me.
Shall I reach out and take what I know I deserve?

Acceptance, wild and untamed,  soft to the touch.
I have returned, and I am becoming whole.
Shall I thank him for his role in my healing?

Love, pure and untainted, calm and amazing.
Reaching back inside of me.
I accept myself for who I am 

To the friend I love so much.
Thank you.
To myself I say you can do this.
So I shall..